Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Missing someone

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think that he doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him.
Thinking if he ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him.
Looking out of the window hoping that he will surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him online.
When u realise that he isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him.
But missing someone and not knowing if he is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him and let them know.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.
if u miss him too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.

I wish i could tell you that i miss you a lot!

Friday, April 06, 2007

Beginning of new life....

Do not ever look back...
Do not ever feel regret...
Do not hold back...
No matter how hurt it is...
No matter how indulging it is...
No matter how much you wanted...
No matter how close it is for you to have it...
Move one...
It's beginning of a new life...
A choice that need to be made...